Go Ask Hannah

Hannah Smith, 14, from Lutterworth, Leicestershire, England, hung herself in her bedroom on August 3rd, 2013. Her body...discovered by her older sister.

In the weeks leading up to her death, Hannah had been subjected to cruel taunts and insults about her weight and a family death on Ask.fm, a question-and-answer social networking site that allows anonymous participation. Bullies on Ask.fm urged her to drink bleach and cut herself.

 According to Hannah’s father, she went to Ask.fm only to find advice on the skin condition, eczema.

After, Hannah’s father found a note that read:
 “As I sit here day by day I wonder if it’s going to get better. I want to die, I want to be free. I can’t live like this any more. I’m not happy”.

Following the suicide, Hannah’s older sister, Jo, described how, just days after discovering her younger sister’s body, she started receiving abusive messages on Facebook mocking her loss and blaming her grieving father’s parenting skills for the tragic death.

the fault in our stars

"You lost, apart of your existance in the war...against yourself. All the lights they light up in lights of sadness telling you...its time to go."

 These are lyrics from a song called the fault in our stars after the book by John Green. The book and song are about two kids with cancer that fall in love. But I love this line because it can be for both cancer and suicide.

Sometimes people are their own bully. They make themselves think they are less when really they are not. Thus the line "You lost, apart of your existance in the war...against yourself" because they are in a war with them selves.

                    I know a few people like this and at one time it was me but im okay now.

what you dont see

Some times i find my self looking at someone and wondering just how much i know about them. Who they really are, what makes them happy and sad, are they okay? And thinking about that makes me wonder what all can a smile hide?
              The answer...a lot.

A person who you think is perfectly happy could be hurting. You never know. They could be putting on a fake smile, you don't know.

There is no one like me

I have talked about Jake miller before and this song called Steven. On November 5th i went to his concert and it was amazing!!! I had so much fun with one of my best friends. A couple of times Jake mentioned how amazing we all were and shouldn't change for anyone or anything. I think that is very true you are PERFECT the way you are!. I had the honor of meeting Jake and the members of the two other bands that played but anyway i told Jake about my blog and he said this... "I think its amazing that you are writing about that! I have tons of songs kind of about that issue but one of my favorites it like me" Like me is an AMAZING song its about a boy (or anyone) that was happy with who he was and know there way no one like him.

So if you are ever feeling down about yourself and want to change don't! Look up, Like Me by Jake Miller its fun and up beat with an amazing message behind it.
 

                                                                                        xx

Forever marked

You may or may not know this but, literally all my life i've been a victom to bullying.

I'm not telling you for attention or simpathy because i do not want either of those. Yes, ill admit it. I'm my not as pretty or as "prefect" as i should be but really i dont care.

Anyways the point of this is tattoos. I beleive that tatoos should have meaning and not be something stupid that your friend drew at a party. I have decided to make a time in my life were i felt alone and sad. Before i am 17 (cleared with my mom) i am going to get an infinity sign with an anchor.

you might ask why i would want to remember something like that for forever but it was a very important time in my life that helped to make me who i am today. Also everytime i look at it i will remember how bad things were and that i literally can make it through anything.

Fix You

These are lyrics by coldplay. If you need someone to fix you...Read or listen to it.

"When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

 

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

 

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

 

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

 

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

 

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

 

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you