Hold on to this lullaby.

Yeah yeah i know. "This is a love song" "Why do you post songs all the time?"
Well You see. Music really helps me feel better and it does the same for alot of other people. It helps even more when a song really describes the situation youre in. Long story short i just really like music.

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window, darling,
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold on to this lullaby
Even when music's gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)
La La (La La)
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...

All to blame

Everyone. And i mean everyone has bullied or been bullied. Even i have picked on someone. But there are different stages, there's the kind where you mean to hurt someone, the kind where joking with a friend goes to far and the kind where its behind someones back. Most of mine are friends that jokes went too far and maybe someone made me mad so i said something behind there back.

Long story short we are all to blame. Every last one of us. Even if they say they don't, trust me...they do.

Only you

This is kind of an annoying song and kind of girly and childish but it has some really good lines it it.

A girl in the playground
Making a sweet sound
Living with no one to please!
A fish in the ocean
River in motion
They're living wild and free!

You've got one life, so go live it
Game's on so go win it
Breaking your doubts on the way!
You've got something to believe in,
But time waits for no feeling!
Don't stop, it's yours to take!

Cause it's you, only you, only you
Sing like you know it's true!
Only you can decide if you see this through
Cause you can do anything
You can do anything!
Da da da da dadada
Da da da da dadada

A lawyer, a teacher, a girlfriend, a preacher
Thinking that they were to blame!
There's no need for hiding
Cause when we stop fighting
Turns out we're all just the same!

You've got one life, so go live it
Game's on so go win it
Breaking your doubts on the way!
You've got something to believe in,
But time waits for no feeling!
Don't stop, it's yours to take!

(x2)
Cause it's you, only you, only you
Sing like you know it's true!
Only you can decide if you see this through
Cause you can do anything
You can do anything!
Yeah you can do anything
Oh, oh, oh yeah you can do anything!

Be a butterfly

The butterfly project...I heard of this about a year ago. Its this thing where instead of hurting yourself you make a butterfly. You can draw it cut it out , color it whatever you want. Then most people that I've seen write what was wrong on the back of it. It doesn't matter what your butterfly looks like or how big it is. You decide and make it your own, just so long at you are not hurting yourself. That's the whole purpose. You are making something beautiful instead of destructing.
The reason its butterflies and not like a llama or something is because butterflies are so beautiful but they cant see it....most people are like that too.

Dream on.

We are all born  to do or be something.
A doctor,
   A teacher,
        An actor
             Or maybe just the baggier at Wal-mart.

 But we all have something to do and we all have dreams. Sometimes a dream is all that keeps me going. I want to be a director and no matter how down i get i always think about accomplishing my dream and showing all the people that didn't believe in me or told me i couldn't do it that if you try you shall succeed. I've even been bullied over my dream but that was last year. Any way my point is everyone has a dream and you might get put down for it but think how amazing it would feel to make it and look back and see all those hates have fallen behind.

So long story short...its okay to dream. Just so long as you try and chase them.

Overused

People over use stuff. They mainstream it and intemperate it.

Anchors. If you know me i draw anchors all the time. I'm getting a tattoo of one. But mostly its a symbol of me and who i am. It reminds me to hold on keep going. To be strong like an anchor but not to sink like they do.

I don't know maybe I'm over react but things are used for a reason, and when people that don't really care or understand use and overuse them it ticks me off. Kind of like the girls that hurt themselves for justin bieber.

hang in there :)

"hang in there little fighter, things will get a little brighter" This is my qoute for today. My not really having the best day and no it's not just because school started back. I just have days where i think too much. I think about the past, present and future. I over think the simple things. Question everything i do. But mostly i just feel bad for myself. I knoww i shouldn't but i do. It happens to the best of us. We all have our bad days.