to this

"It's going to be so hard.
Saying goodbye

to the sun
to the moon
and the stars

to the places
 i have been
to the places
i will never go

to the people
i have met
to the people
who's faces
i shale never see

to late nights
and early mornings
to Saturdays
and Sundays

to long talks
on the phone
at midnight

to all the things
moments
little pieces of life
where i was happy

But
it will be easy
to kiss goodbye
all the bad things

 to the sadness
that filled me
everyday

to the grief
that ate away
at every part of me

to the bad things i did
to the people that hurt me
to the people i hurt

to all the bad things
to every bad thing
that drove me

to pure insanity
to pure dread
to...this"


To this- ellie